Sad Surprise

I had been so excited to see you,
it had been so very long.
I thought it would be nice to surprise you,
But I learned how much I was wrong.

I was going to knock on your door,
but I used my key instead.
As I got to your room, I fell to the floor,
when I saw you with him in your bed.

That day when I left your home
I ran away so fast.
God how I felt so alone,
I had thought we were going to last.

You insisted on ringing the doorbell,
but you are not who I want to see.
You already have sent my heart into hell,
so why can't you just let me be.

What you have done to me
has left me in such great pain.
My friends say I act crazy,
and I feel like I'm going insane.

I cannot see how you could lie,
and how you could ever stray.
But when I told you goodbye
I meant what I said that day.